Im left with 2-3 months before my contract ends. I've got my own plans after this course. I've decided on what to do with my life now. I will be on my own. I don't need selfish people around me.


I've a new passion. My passion is not like those which can be found anywhere, mind you. So fake!

I will take up courses and take baby steps before reaching my goal. Nothing can stop me now. Insyallah i will succeed...

Don't bother asking me.


Let the secret be untold just yet....

Needless to ask, isn't it obvious, small kid? Do you need me to jot down your name here as well? If you want, sure. Just wait for the administrator to tell me your details ok?


Have a splendid weekends everyone! ;)

Just ignore the previous post. It was purely because im super bored and i've nothing to do. Here's a proper update. Maybe i will try make this a long post. Since im so free right now, maybe i will update a bit of my life and what i've been through. Ready?
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Lets start with my baby picture.

Im not sure how old am i in this picture. All i know im botak baby with that big ears and no teeth, with that saliva that kept on dripping. Wooo, sexy mcm nyonya tak? :p

All those years when i was a toddler, im always dressed up with boxer and just a sleeve-less shirt(which is a singlet -___-) or maybe just a simple shirt. I dont think im dressed in dress that often which i dont know why. Haiz, kenape lah pakaian aku orbit-orbit sungguh? *sigh*
I'm always seen around with a bantal busuk(smelly pillow). Every night i will drink milo in the pacifier bottle and when im done i will just leave it aside till the next afternoon. Bad habit never die.

This picture was taken when i was in sec2 in year 2005.

Classic seh gambar. I remembered one of my ex commented that i look like Hetty Sarlene in this pic. Eew, tk dapat sia. Ni time baru nak naik sia. Ahaha. I've learnt how to apply the basic make-up from my sister. At this age, many people say i was kerek(action), sombong bla bla bla. I was stupidly in puppy love and being made a fool by this heartless kental guy named Khairul Ridhwan Bin i-donoe-wat. Ever since he made me that way, i bear a grudge to whoever schooling in YISS. Sooo whatever!


Taken in year 2006 at the age of 15

This is the time when i nak step mane nye jambu. AHaHa!! At this age i was making lotsa guys friends. I doll myself up even in school and pierce my nose. I started to have fetish for fat motorbikes and mat motor. Some of you might know one of the incident which almost caused me..... my life. Scary! Dont ask me whats with the last picture which got all those... junk words. I told you i was still a teenager and i dont have a mind of my own o.O


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Im just a simple average petite and short girl, no piercing, no stepping jambu, no more fetish for bikes and no more editing pictures in a kental way with all those merepek words. :D

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Im still in love with this arab guy, Syed Mohd Nasrul

No changing of partner since 17 months ago ^.^

Mood: Bored!
WTH. Had my final theory lesson 1.01 at 8am! -__-

So sleepy, i couldnt wake up. Went out of my house at 7.53am and ran to bbdc like mad woman. Reached at 8am. Luckily can make it on time. Eyes were watery. Yawn 12 times. Gaji is in. This month will be using lotsa money. There goes my money. :o

I'm so bored. Just woke up from sleep. No one is at home. I'm alone. I'm super duper bored lah. :(

Back to short ugly nails. Back to my dreamland.

I wanna go out tomorrow. Boring lah pat rumah.


I think black is simply elegant. ^.^





"People tend to appreciate things better when they're on the verge of losing it."

NO STEALING OF THE PICTURES HERE. TRY CLICKING ON THE PICTURES AND SAVE IT IN YOUR COMPUTER AND YOU WILL KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES. I AM ABLE TO TRACK YOU DOWN. STEALING IS A CRIME YOU KNOW? IF YOU WANT, ASK FROM ME.

" 3rd October aquu jalan raye samer2 nqan kawan ako..Tarq ramai gy..First gy rumah Zufar then rumah Makcik Zahri after datt rumah matair aquu..Pas tu chill dekat rumah aquu ampai kol 8..Then gy rumah abanq matair aquu..Alek naik taxi..Best arhh dapat anyak duit raye.. "


Firstly, for your info, i dont usually write that way. Ey wait, i dont write that way AT ALL! I just wanna show you people how YP nowadays type. Truly irritating isn't it? I dont even think i can write exactly like them. Isn't it menyusahkan orang? Why can't they just type normal english words? Nak cakap act cute, tak cute langsung. Annnnnd i don't usually type every single thing that happened on that particular day. I will just sum it up and write briefly on it. Siape lah yang nak bace bile aku tulis mcm ni "Pagi aku bangon kol 10. Pas tu aku mandi. Make up. Kol 12 kluar rumah jumpe matair aku naek taxi same2. Biler tengah jalan kasot stuck pat longkang bla bla bla." Mangkok, every detail nk kenek write kape? Biler sia mau game? When i first started blogging, i admit i did write that way. But now when i read back those posts, i really must say that i was soooo childish. Muahahahaha!

Ok skip that . . . . .


Now im really really broke. I just have to wait till Friday til i get my pay. Haiz, bile mau start Final theory ni? Aiyo. Tomorrow going back to Bras Basah. Start at 9. Same old routine just like in the past. Wake up at 6. Out of the house by 7.30am. Have to stand and get squeezed in mrt till City Hall. High heels. Office wear. Early-early morning. Knock off take mrt squeezed among the crowds again. Reached home blisters all over the toes due to high heels. Mangkok! zZzZ. No comments. How i wish Bras Basah is just opposite my house.


Sadly, i can't buy anymore maccafe now. :'(

Siape yang sudi belikan aku? Muahahhaahhahahaha! No shame