WHEN CAN I STOP BEING STUPID AND GULLIBLE?! ARGGHH.
I HATE WHATEVER IM FEELING RIGHT NOW.
I SHOULD STOP DOING ALL THOSE STUPID STUFF.
I REALLY WANNA RUN AWAY FROM ALL THIS BUT I KEEP LOOKING BACK.
MY LEVEL OF PATIENCE IS DECREASING. I HAD ENOUGH !!
I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS PIT AND LOOK OUTSIDE TO THE WORLD.


WAKE UP SYASYA!! STOP DOING ALL THIS. PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU MORE.
DONT LET YOUR EMOTIONS TAKE OVER YOU.
NO ONE WILL APPRECIATE YOU AT ALL. NO ONE !!!
YOU'RE NO LONGER THE PRINCESS.
YOU'RE JUST A POMPAN SIALAN GET IT?
THEY'RE JUST SWEET-TALKING YOU.





SOMEONE PLS SLAP ME AND WAKE ME UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE....!!!!

Zoo trip wit Chippy was definitely awesome. Elephants show, python, white tigers, lion, baboons, jaguars etc. Fun, fun, fun. We managed to see every animal within 6 hours. We kinda hate the horsey because it frightened us with its ___ (inside joke, ahahaha!). After walking for so many hours, i pulled chippy to have a fish spa. OMG! Damn syiok man. Of coz she didnt tried them as she was disgusted by the slimy small fishes. Waste $5 siaa. Well, here are some of the peek cheers. There are 100 more of them at my facebook.

Even thou i was tired,i didnt regret going. I loveee exploring to different places. I dont wish to stay at hm. Boring man. I wish to go for skyride and snow city next. Interested anyone? Hehex.

Now i have several important task to do. Firstly, I need to lose 4 kilos and be on the 45kg track. By hook or by crook i need to do it. Secondly, I wanna grow my nails so that i can go manicure. My nails are so uneven ok! Some long some short. I always peel the nails off when i've got nothing to do. Itchy fingers. Thirdly, I need to save money for my driving license in August. I've used up my 3months pay to buy a samsung camera. OMG! From now no more splurging unnecessarily. Hopefully i can do that.

Now im not that active in msn. Usually when im home, i will eat, watch tv for awhile and off to sleep. Boring right? What to do. Im damn tired and sleepy. But i will be actively active at facebook as im always facebook-ing at work. Anything can write on my wall or give my pet, Bell a hug alright? Hahs.

Now i truly enjoy working at Woodlands. I loveee working with them. My csm very gerek. Also my partner, Ashley who just joined a month back. Where else can i find a job that can facebook, eat free milo powder, play tic-tac-toe/hangman and also get free kit kat? Hehs.

Now im not gonna care any hoot about anything that can make me unhappy. Aku da malas!! Im walking away from any troubles in my life. Im thinking whether i should revert back to the old lifestyle. Hmm....


Ok im done. OUTZ!

Sometimes i wonder, why is my life this way?
At times i find myself crying out of a sudden anywhere, anyplace.
Im on the verge of breaking down.
But im still trying my best to hold on.
Im just an ordinary human being who cant escape from having to make countless mistakes.
I admit i dont act like an eighteen year old teenager.
I tend to be childish, pampered but am i wrong to be all that?
Im grown up to be the youngest child, i tend to be childish.
But i know when and where to behave.
All i need is someone to love me, to pamper me, to be there for me, to care for me.
To catch me when im falling.
Sometimes im lonely. No one is there for me. No one is there to talk to me.
When im having problems, i have no one to turn to.
Everyone's leading their life.
I'm not a strong person.
Yesterday i was spending some time alone.
I cried coz no one was there for me at my lowest point of life.
I may seem happy on the outside,i can smile, i can laugh, i can make funny faces.
But no one knows how im feeling deep down inside.
I always held back my tears as i dont wish to cry infront of anyone.
Im trying to be strong,but i cant. Im weak.
All this while, i've been hoping for so many things to go my way.
But my hopes were dashed. All didnt come true.
Im truly disappointed.
How i wish there's someone who can lend me the shoulder for me to cry and lean on.
Im tired of being all alone............

Everything's screwed up. It can be quite stressful when customers find you when things go wrong. Or worse still, customers giving you that kind of face when you just asked a simple question. Please, im just a normal human being like you too. Im just doing my job. Don't have to show that kind of attitude. Im sure i will get reprimanded by big bossssss for the loss of the medical receipt of that customer. I know i have to be responsible for my actions but im sure i didnt lose it. Im irritated. I have no mood. Im having a splitting headache again.



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