saturday 27oct07 went to hong kah cc for perjumpaan hari raya ..de show was boring sia ..but there's some part that were so damn funny ..DJ Zan Sofiyan was so cute la okkeh althou he gettin more tembam ..haha ..sleeq and didicadzli was there too ..didicadzli and sharif so cute! ..oh my gosh ..i almost went bonkers juz by lookin at dem ..hahs ..

didicadzli and me ..i noe my face damn ugly ..arggh! ..

after reachin hm,took a few pic out of bored ..hehex





DA..cukop ..time to sleep ..nite2

tis is my partner when i went raye de other day wit my fwenz ..well,he is so gentleman okehh ..he help carry my bag and all ..so sweet rite ..he was able to interact wit my fwenz and i was glad he is nt de shy type of guy ..yay! ..some of my fwenz thot he was my boifie ..hahax ..im nt tat lucky to get him lor ..heex ..&& pssstt* ..he's cute .. =)
oh my gosh! ..my hair look so messy ..blearrgh! ..grrrr

finally ..im promoted to sec4 ..wee! ..wasted 1 yr ..but i was glad i retained becoz i've made new fwenz and dey are easy to get along wit ..it was great to be in a cls whereby most of dem are younger den eiu ..hahs ..but some are so irritating and tat is for sure ..hehs ..when i told my mum tat i was promoted,she didnt giv any reaction ..she didnt even smile at me ..usually when i av gd news for her,she will smile and praise me ..but ....haiz ..i let her dwn last yr ..so tats y she's like dis ..memang la sedih tapi ape nk buat ..she's stil angry wit me for goin hm late bile jln raye ngan my fwenz ..
well,i still love eiu mama ..i noe eiu av a hard time raising a problematic child like me ..i may not av a chance to say thank you for wat eiu av done to me for de past 6teen yrs but i shall try to be a gd girl and be nicer to eiu ..i shall study hard and make eiu proud ..HAPPY BURFDAE MUMMY ..

todae and yesterday was awesome ..went raye wit fwenz ..hoho ..i like it ..monday went wit my sec3 fwenz ..tuesday went wit my sec4 fwenz ..if i wanna rite abt wat happen in these 2 days,sampai besok pon tk game ..so i shall let de pics do de talkin ..

monday my bike la sehh ..hahs ..mcm paham

tuesday

one big kampong ..hehs

me and muhd ..see how horny he looked ..oh gosh
a scandalous affair wit him ..satu hari jek ..
couple of de day ..hahs ..sajak tk? ..of coz NOT ..hehex

me,jufri and farina ..aj is fully booked by us ok! ..mcm paham ..

THANK EIU FOR COMIN ..PLS COME AGAIN =)

i need someone who can make me happy! ..he promised to show me de meanin of love and promised not to make me cry ..he may call me selfish i dont care ..but this is wat most girls like me need in a relationship ..a ting called 'kasih sayang' ..it was de sweetest moments in de first few mnths ..but things went wrong during september onwards ..more fights between us ..nw,he msg me once every two days ..unless i msg him,he wont msg me ..so is this called a boy/girl relationship? ..i dont tink so ..well,i wanna wait til december ..if these continues,i swear i will break wit him ..

i fear our love will fade
i fear for feelings forgot
the pain of passion dying
outweighs knowing love not
i wish to never see our
romance turn to rot

dear sweetheart ..
i want to be in your arms,
i want to feel your touch ..
i want your lips on mine,
for i love you very much ..
you're always on my mind,
and i'm thinking about you everytime ..
juz wanna let you know
my heart is where your love lies

todae was boring! ..get back my mt and physics paper ..mt get 75/100 ..physics 18.5/50 ..bad huh ..haiz ..well todae after sch went to finish up my dnt artefact ..and finally,all are done ..yay! ..tmr can cabot sch ..woohoo! ..mr peter yuen said i passed my overall dnt ..oh my gosh ..im so damn happy ..maybe dis yr im able to get promoted as i manage to pass de overall for eng,dnt and maybe mt ..cukop2 mkn seh ..hehs ..janji naek suda ..i really hope there's no changes to my marks ..i don wanna last yr incident to happen again ..asked ms ng twice whether i can get promoted ..she said yes ..in de end,there's some changes and at last i kena retain ..fugg ..i cry like hell ..eerggggh! ..
well,juz nw hadi,nas and gang came raye at my hse ..hadi kong kasam betol ckp 2 org jek nk dtg ..skali 6 siol ..ben and his adek oso cum ..haha ..cudnt recognise him ..ben look so different ..h0h0 ..
&& monday is promotion day! ..hope my name wont appear in de list =(

i love my boifie! ..yeah,we are fine ..unexpected huh? ..well,he took de first move and apologise to me ..wee! ..nw everytin is fine and im so glad ..

todae sometin bizarre happened in sch ..in de mornin,mr eric koh talked abt tattoo-ing and bla bla bla ..den he ask all teachers checked on students hands whether gt body art or nt ..den one of my clasmate kena caught becoz she put henna on it ..mdm khong caught her ..some of de malay girls oso kena caught becoz during hari raya dey put henna on their hands ..my clsmate said she kena suspension till de henna is gone ..eyy,stupid siol ..nk hilang kan take abt few weeks ..giler seh ..bodo nye skola ..errgghh! ..wateva la ehh

juz nw get back some of de eoy papers ..dnt,geog,ss,chem,eng,maths..i manage to pass eng,chem and dnt ..i hope i will be able to pass my combined science and dnt overall so that i can get promoted ..wee! ..

and yay im goin raye on 22nd,23rd and 25th ..woohoo! ..gerek la ..
hehs ..tats all peeps ..toodles ..=))

11 more days to 5 mths anniversary ..=DD

blog! ..blog! ..how i wish eur a human being so tat i will av a fwen to talk to when im feelin low ..but im glad i opened tis blog account ..at least there's a place for me to voice out some things that has been inside me ..

im feelin quite sad rite nw ..ya,becoz of boifie again ..fer over a mnth we didnt meet ..fer over 2 weeks we didnt talk to each other on de phone ..i oni get to msg him ..he is so bz werkin everyday ..and i feel tat nw he dont care abt me anymore ..he promised to talk to me last thurs ..but til nw i didnt get to talk to him ..wtf ..i envy other girls whose bf are able to pamper dem and shower dem wit lots of love ..i longed for tat ..i thot i was a lucky girl to av him as my boifie ..but i was wrong ..

last nite i was waitin fer him to call me ..i even fell asleep while waitin ..but sis woke me up ..there's no missed call when i checked my hp ..i waited for him til 12.45 ..he didnt even bother tellin me tat he wont be callin me ..bloody fucker ..

i really cant stand de way he's treatin me ..i dont wanna him to take me fer granted! ..i wanna tel him all diz ..but i noe he may say i byk nyonyeh (nag alot) and being unreasonable ..so mite as well i shut up ..i feel that its no use being wit him anymore ..

where's de love eiu promised to giv me? ..im really tired of all tis ..i need a shoulder for me to cry on ..i really donoe wat to do wit tis relationship tat is left hangin on me ..

maybe its time for us to let go ...

wee ..juz came back from jln raye wit family ..tired seh ..yesterday raye frm 5pm til 11+ ..den dis mornin at 10 am til 4 ..it was great la after all ..get green packets ..i received more den my other sisters ..paling kecik katekan ..hahs ..eat really alot ..and now im alrdy buncit ..blearrggh! ..neh mind,can exercise ..oni get to go 7 hse total ..most are from my dad's side ..well,tis comin sunday goin to continue ..yayness! ..i love goin raye tao f.y.i ..tapi bukan psl nk dpt duit raye hor ..so,sape2 yg nk gi raye tapi tkde partner,sila hubungi saya ehh ..heex! ..ok i no shame and my face like wall ..(pandai2 la korang translate ye ..)
selamat hari raye smuer ..

hey kwn2 ..bsk hari raye laa ..isnt it cool? ..yeah ..im really lookin forward to tmr ..sis will doll me up ..get to eat lots of junkie at relative's hse and oso get duit raye la sehh ..its gd to be small ..hehs ..well,todae will be takin some lauk at my godmum's hse ..same routine evry yr ..psl mama mls nk masak mah ..after tat fetch kak aisyah ..she will stay wit us ..

bsk my family start jln raye ptg laa ..haiz! ..i dont like seh ..nanti byk ruma tk sempat pegi ..den duit raye pon siket ..alamak! ..wit de money collected,i wanna buy skinny jeans tat cost 20 bucks at peninsula,buy mama's burfdae present and oso i wanna rebond my hair ..my hair da mcm org giler skg aah ..luckily besok my sis help me perm my hair ..wee! ..tankiuk very nice

juz wanna wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ..kalau ada silap,harap dimaafkan ye ..=)

todae had chemistry paper ..alhamdulillah i manage to do most of de questions ..but dono whether i can score 25 or above ..3 more days to raya ..yay! ..haven clean de room yet ..super damn messy ..well,sis help me paint de room ..hot pink la sehh ..hehs ..thnx yaw ..bought baju kebaye and shoes alrdy ..white shoes,2 baju kebaya ..brown and white ..i prefer de white one ..wee! ..and yesss tmr last paper ..today will be de last day i will be muggin fer my exam ..dnt la siol ..huhu ..oh my,oh my ..i tink i av becum a panda alrdy lor ..since last week been sleepin real late ..ard 2-3+ juz to study ..haizz ..hope i will be able to get promoted tis yr ..
&& i will be talkin to my huney tmr ..yay! ..
toodles everyone =)

pssssttt**
wanna noe sumtin? ..
fer de first time someone said i look like my boifie ..
i was like shocked seh ..hahax ..
do we looked alike? ..huhu
weee! ..k da besttt ..bye =)

todae had ss paper ..and damn ..so fuckin difficult ..i regret not studyin de sri lanka and northern ireland topic ..blearrggh! ..confem fail rabak giler ..section A i missed out question 1c ..and section b i oni do q2a ..de most i can get is 16/50 ..haizz ..terrible ..tis is wat eiu get if eiu study last minute ..

olaa ..it has been fer abt a week or so since i last update ..well,bz mugging fer eoy exams ..huhu ..abt my exams,mcm usual ..blaja last minute ..but alhamdulilah some i able to absorb til de last moment ..weehee! ..nw left maths paper 2,ss,chem and dnt den i can enjoy till i drop ..yahoo! ..

abt boifie tingy ..we hav been arguing since last wednesday ..and i didnt get to talk to him on de phone fer 1 week 3 days ..how pathetic is tat ..and fer 1mnth we didnt meet ..i feel like im sgl! ..serious seh ..im really angry wit him ..i told him i'll talk to him once my exams are all over ..tapi tkkan i will be studyin 24hrs everyday pe ..i thot at least we will talk skejap je on fridae ke saturdae ..ni tidak ..goblok betol! ..bleaarggh! ..wateva la dehh ..don make me ask fer a break hor!!

and fer my dear bestie,gd luck wit eiu and him ..i was happy when eiu told me abt it ..hope eiu guys stay long aiitez ..
cheers to whoever is readin my pathetic blog .. =)