Dear boifie surprised me by appearing outside my house with the food that i've been craving for.
I was so touched til i cried.
Gave him a big hug.
He sent me to work.
We exchange handphone for the whole day.
After work accompanied him to eat at Mac.
His jokes really make me smile.
He sent me home.

i love how things really are right now.
Smooth sailing and seems nearly perfect.
What more can i ask for?
Just let it stay this way.
I simply love him so much.
13 more days to our 16 monthsary.

^.^

I think i had a pretty good start this week.

Monday had breakfast with supervisors and fella interns.
Had a great car ride from my gila friend(althou he end up driving to Serangoon instead of Bras Basah. Ahaha!)
Knock off work at 6pm.

Today had free period for 2 hours.
Had a free ride to Clementi to have lunch at KFC.
Was lectured by teacher for getting less than 30 for Business Event Organisation test (Hello!! I gotten 29/50 for it and you lecture me as if i got 10/50. What the heck?)
But i dont care much about it anyways. At least i did pass even thou i didnt study.
After school me and Chippy decided to walk from Ite Clementi to Bukit Batok.
Totally unplanned. Fun, tiring.


Hoping that the rest of the week will be goooood.


Sometimes it irritates me alot when people ask me dumb questions.
For example, i rebond my hair last saturday.
& today someone asked me this bonus question.

"Ey aisyah, rebond rambot eh?"
Tell me what am i supposed to answer?
-_____-


Its just like asking a makcik who's carrying a few heavy plastic bag in the morning.
"Baru balek pasar cik?"
If this were to happen to me, i think i will just point middle finger and walk off.
Irritating isn't it?
____


After 3 days of not washing my hair, i finally did it today. Yay!
Feel so uneasy.


On a brighter note, i am now given an opportunity to earn extra money.
Im gonna work 5 days a week now even thou at times i feel exhausted.
I smell moneyyyyy. Ka-chingggggg $$$$$$

Alhamdulillah, im glad that things are going smoothly now. Im really thankful that i am still able to be with him despite the very big obstacles that we've been through. To some, they may think that im dumb to swallow my own pride just for a guy. But looking at where i am right now, i dont think i ever regret what i did. I am labelled as the third party, stupid, foolish, etc. It hurts to hear those comments. Some nights i will pray that God will give me the strength to face all this and alhamdulilah my prayers were answered. He may not be perfect, but i love him the way he is. I will always cherish and appreciate every single thing that he had done for me. The exchanging of school bags last year, going to school together every morning, the jealousy i always had when i see him with girls, the fights, the late night calls whereby he will always put me to sleep, the way i call him ling2 and vice versa (short for darling ^.^), pulling each other's hair, the day when he cook half boiled eggs specially for me and deliver it at my house at 4am and many more. Its really sweet if i were to reminisce about the past. I am not the typical girls who will say "i love you forever!" coz i strongly believe that nothing is forever. I can only say baby, i shall always love you till i breathe my last. When i say i love you, i really mean it. Happy belated 15th month to us, syanaz. I had a great moment with him on the 13th July. I really hope that it will be a smoother journey for me and him from now. Amin.

He shall always be my lil baby :)

Happy 15th!
iloveiu dear
xoxo; syasya

As i sat down at Lot One earlier this afternoon, i was tickled by how students are right now. I can really laugh seeing their behaviour. Some showed off their piercings, tuck out uniforms, step mane nye jambu, jalan tergedek2 mcm itik, menggatal dgn budak lelaki yg kentals, kening tipis nak mampos. Ahaha. Im not trying to be proud that im no longer schooling. But sometimes the way they act make them look immatured. I know coz i was once like them. For eg, i remembered when i was sec 2, i was so vain. After school before going westmall, i will make up and use perfume. Padahal stakat gi westmall. Ni la nak attract attention nye pasal. Now im older i realise that i was so kental man! Ahaha. Mrepek jugak prangai aku. Hoho. At age 17 i realise there's no use to make up and look good when im in school. Those who know me should noe. When i was in sec4 i dont really care how i look. I look nerd, my hair was messy, i dont wear make up, i tuck in everything. My last year prinsip was, 'aku gi skola untuk cari ilmu, bukan cari jodoh'. So yeaaaa people shud noe how slenger i was.

So my motive of writing this is to say to those who are stil wearing uniforms, gi skola takya nak melebih.. Takya nak step mane nye mat rep/minah rep. Tak menjadi lor. Muakakaka.. Dabes skola baru tunjuk terror k. ;)

To those who knows the truth, just keep it that way. You should know whats the url if you wanna know the real story. To those i have not invited yet, i will do so soon. For those who don't know, you will soon know. Now its not the time yet to say anythin. Maybe i should privatise my blog. Not now thou. Ok im done. Nitez.

Now im back to being single. I think being single is much MORE better than being attached. Aku da malas nak get in a relationship. Guys to me are jerks. At least aku single aku boleh flirt around. Takde org control siol. Gerek!!

TO NASRUL, AKU TAK MATI UH KALO AKU TAK DENGAN KAU. KAU FIKIR KAU BANYAK NYE BAGOS? AKU TAK HERAN LANGSUNG. ADE LELAKI LAEN YANG NAK KAN AKU. KAU FIKIR AKU SAYANG SANGAT PER DENGAN KAU? HAHAHA! WHAT A JOKE! BAGOS LA KALO KAU DA TAHU APE MOTIVE AKU GET IN A RELATIONSHIP DENGAN KAU. AKU MEMANG SENGAJE NAK BUAT HIDUP KAU SUSA. BARU SEKARANG PUAS HATI AKU! PERGI LA BILANG SMUER AKU POMPAN SIAL OKAY? AKU SUKE!! :)

Yay, i got to know 2 mat motor. Handsome dok! Hehs. Sengaje aku pancing mat motor pasal at least aku blh gi riding dengan dorang. Best keper. Hehes. I miss this type of life man. *wink wink*

I dont know when the hell am i going to clear my secondary books in my room. Gosh, its been 7 months plus since i left school and those dusty books are stil intact in my wardrobe. I donoe when will i have tat free time to clean my whole pinky room. Zaman bila mau tuck in uniform lagi? AHAHAH! Action sak bobual. Who cares! I dont know whether next year i wanna take private diploma anot coz this yr i will enrol myself in driving license and i need to cough out 2k or so. Waliao. Money here there. Kahwin datuk suda.

See how bad my english is? How am i going to be a secretary? Mampos! Ahahahaa

K la i gtg. Nak bobual ngan mr hot guy aku. Bye!