Things will never be the same again........

Effort-less.

So empty..........  :'(

It hurts so much to miss someone.... The cravings to wanting to spend time together with that special someone with nothing but just each others' company.... Every little thing that you can do to show him how much you love him. You want but you can't. Hurts really bad. As much as I want all these, I am not able to. I guess thats when patience, perseverance and understanding comes in.

Baby I just wanna let you know that I really really miss you a lot. How I wish I can have you by my side 24/7, be here whenever I need you by my side... But I know who I am. I have no rights to demand all these from you. The time spent with you is definitely not enough. If I have one wish, I just need one thing from you..... Your time.....

Im giving myself one more chance... to gain that faith back.

I may not be confident enough but I'm gonna give it a last try.
At least I know if things does not work out well, I can pacify myself that I've did my best.

Every now and then I long for you, to be with me, to spend time with me, to talk to me...
But I know all these are limited. And I cherish every single moment spent with you, every minute, every hour, every day.

I love the way we are now. How we squibble every day, how we make fun of each other, how irritatingly we talk to each other. I love it.

I love you lots... from the bottom of my heart... dear baby... xoxo

Its kinda sad to see that the people around you are simply so selfish..... They can only think about themselves, without having to spare a thought for others.

Why cant these people just compromise for once? Will they die? I don't think so.

If you people still insist, I don't even give a damn about it. It's not a big deal anyways.

I guess I am no one to anyone. I don't matter to anyone and my presence is absolutely transparent. It's okay, I know where I stand.

This is your 'reward' for being too nice and soft to people. They take advantage of you, they step on your head, they shitted on you.


Someone please teach me how to become evil and hard hearted!!!!! Im tired of being too nice to people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(