Monday, October 17, 2011

Why do you have to do this to me? What wrong have I done? Like what I've predicted, all those words are simply soothing to the ears but not to my eyes. I'm tired of trying to chase after you. The more i chase you, the further you will be. Stop being egoistic will you? Throw all those ego away pls! I want your hands in mine so that we can clap together but all I see now, Im just clapping the air all by myself. Stop giving empty promises. Or am i the one who is syiok sendiri now?

Im tired, really I am. If you think you wanna continue playing this game with me, go ahead. I will prove to you Im not gonna be the one at the losing end. I will make sure you will regret what you did. If you wanna jual mahal, go ahead. I can chase you, but there's always a limit line. If you think you wanna continue running further away from my boundary, go ahead. I will not stoop so low to show that Im desperate. I have my value too.
Its my 3rd day putting on these braces on my teeth. My goodness, im feeling all sensitive all over my teeth. Been eating only porridge. I wanna eat seafood! OMG! Im trying to endure as much as I can. Im trying to be strong.... So pain !!! :'(

Sunday, October 9, 2011

- Tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry

- It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time

- I want you but I'm not giving in this time


Lyrics: Goodbye to you - Michelle Branch