Let me take this opportunity to just tell you people how wonderful my life is with many great people/things around me. They are simply awesome i tell you.



I have a lovely touchscreen phone which have a good camera image. I have a lovely ipod, bought by sister. I have a lovely pink room where i can spend most of the time watching tv and blasting the radio(though its messy most of the time). I have a lovely laptop(Of course i dont have to share with anyone!). I have a lovely kickass sister who's always there for me to joke round with and doesnt nag. I have a lovely family who can always stand my childish behaviour. And lastly, i have a superbly lovely boyfriend who will always be loving me and be there for me. So, what more can i ask for? I dont need friends who will betray me and backstab me. I dont need friends who will always lick people ass, telling me nice things but behind me, they twist and turn their stories. Im better off without them. Now,im a very happy teenager who's waitin eagerly to enrol in a private driving license next year right after my birthday.


So what if i wanna brag about all this? My blog wat! Ahaha. Loves!

Happy 53rd birthday Mummy! May you'd be blessed with a long life and stay beautiful.

Lets just go for a movie and eat many many cheese at LJS on one fine day shall we baby?






Im waiting excitedly for 130409 to come. :D

BYE!

Early this morning, i almost lose him. I regret msging him while im in a state of half asleep because i accidentally fell asleep while waiting for his reply. When i woke up, i realise i have not reply to his msg & i quickly do so. Never did i knew that he will get the wrong idea.

Baby, im really sorry for those harsh words i've said to you earlier on. I am truly a bad gf who always doesnt make full use of her promise. Im selfish and self-centered, always thinking abt myself first before others. I know no amount of sorry can make it up to you. In the past, i've made a promise that i will change and till now i've not fulfilled tat promise. Im sorry. I've promised to make you feel happy whenever eur wit me but i didnt manage to do it. Im sorry. I've promised to be a better gf but im still having those attitude problems. Im sorry.



sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.

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Syasya, you sux!

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Now its my turn aite ,

Baby it really isnt ur fault aite,i guess im just being too overreacting this past few weeks,

i know ive been too Paranoid that even the simplest of things could really flare me up.

Though get this one thing straight ok,all those time when i misunderstood u,its really cuz i love u that much dear,honestly my love for u have eventually create a fear within me that places a phobia in me to lose u.

Baby i really am afraid to lose u cause i really really love u and this is not a lie.

i know im not a perfect guy but i hope u know that im trying my best to be as perfect as possible just for you

I dont know what happened to me yesterday but as far as im concerned,i know i shldnt have reacted that way to u knowing that it is not ur fault.

i really am sorry and i know i cant make much of a difference with just words but i promise u i will make it up to u even if it takes me the impossible to do it and i mean it

I really wish i could just see u for even a min in real life to show u how sorry i am and just hug u to let u know that i am here and i will stay here to be with you till the very end.

Once again dearest,im really sorry for all this i really am='(

Im really Proud to have a girl like you Nur Aisyah Bte Salim and im not and wont ever be ready to part with u even to any circumstances.

Your really the best thing in my life ,You are really everything to me.

Thank you for everything baby

I LOVE YOU DEAR!

P.S:You dont suck aite=)

-NazArab-

Pictures

First day Hari Raya wit family.

Raya wit boifie and his friends on 9th October.

Raya with boifie and our classmates.

Click on the pictures for bigger view.

& so we've turned 6mnths. Let this moment last please.

Wow, seems like someone read my previous post and terase lor. I feel so honoured that she's willing to write a long post abt me. But i dont think she understand the whole story. Since im so free right now, i should reply to her post. Everything will be revealed in this post. So whoever wanna hate me, go ahead. I dont care alrdy. Im sick and tired of those pretentious acts.

Hanisah, tell me since when i started walking to sch wit eiu? Since last year right? These past few months have i been walking to school with eiu?
Nadirah, even if eiu wanna say something, get eur facts right pls. FOR EUR INFO, every morning i always walk wit nysa to sch. From nasrul's blk, she will go to school first as i have to wait for him. Eiu think im using nysa? Tkde kwn je carik dier, ade nasrul je tolak dier ke tepi? Ape jerrr. & who the hell are eiu to call her a bitch? Yes i admit i bitched abt her in the past. But eiu noe why? Its becoz i dont quite know her tat much. Now i know her quite well, I understand why she's like tat. Its nt as if she purposely do tat. Fact is she's abit manjer. If eiu wanna noe, when she's alone wit me, she will also talk to me in that manjer2 voice. So, i can truthfully say tat she's not trying to seek attention frm any guys or whatsoever. Even when i badmouth-ed nysa, i dont hate her. I guess eur mistaken. Uh-oh.


Oh ya, abt my break up wit nasrul. Why eiu should be so affected abt it? Woahh, so caring eh. Eiu dont av to bother abt our relationship uh ok. Eiu dont av to regard me as eur sister, bestfriend or whatsoever too. Why eiu should also mind when people call me ABB? Its not eur life anyway. Eiu think i only listened frm a single someone and then started to believe her words? What about if there's 5 people talking abt eiu and they said the same thing? THINK

Abt eur post which eiu said tat some are lowly and educated, im not the one who's angry. Eiu should know that the guys often joke around and they dont care abt other people's feeling. If eiu wanna compare, i think mine worst. Even nas, the boyfriend called me an orix(the monkey) and jendol. Of coz sometimes i feel hurt but i know he's just joking. How are eiu goin to survive in this world if eur too sensitive?

Thank you for telling me that im ugly when i made tat face. At least im thankful that im given a normal face just like evryone. Or at least im thankful that i've got a boyfriend who's willing to accept me no matter how ugly i am without make-up. But stil, i think im beautiful. I didnt edit my picture to the extreme to let people see my face. So what if i wanna decide who should go raya? At least some will agree wit my decision. If not, i will surely discuss wit them. Dont worry im not selfish. Last but not least, nysa dont hate eiu for being close to me. CRAP.






Pls la whatever thing wanna say, why write in the blog only? No balls guts to talk face-to-face?

On the 2nd of October 2008
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My sweeeeetheart turned 18. Happy birthday darl!

I didnt plan anythin big for him on his birthday as he had his N level history paper. But there's a mini celebration with the classmates. Im not sure whether he had fun but i can see that he's smiling and that really soothe me. =)






Raya's photo upnext. Stay tuned!