syaasyaa.blogspot.com: September 2008

This year hari raya i will be perming my hair AGAIN.
Haizzzzz.

Tmr maths paper 1 and Science papers. Cool or what? Gd luck to those taking their N's tmr.

Always in memory.

Yesterday was the last day studyin fer the sec4n. Shall always miss the jokes and some of the clsmates. This year mite be the last year i'll be seeing them. I planned to go ite next yr, maybe taking trainership course as what Chippy told me. But im stil unsure of what the future lies for me. I'll see how lor.

Today after so long, i finally fast whole heartedly. Usually i will fast half day oni. Few days ago during recess, me and Chippy eat noodles during recess. We asked one of our friends to buy fer us. We ran away when we saw our malay teacher. We ran back and forth 3 times. Ahaha. Funny. You wont understand the story unless you saw us tat time. So fer break-fast today, I ate quite alot. No wonder im gettin more gendut-er each day. Huhu.

N levels phase 2 is on 29sept. I havent start studyin. Maybe tonite if im nt lazy i will study for chemistry,physics and math. Raye is in 4 days time. Im so nt lookin forward to go raye wit family. I donoe how to wear the kain fer my baju raya. & i dont like the high heels i bought. Blearggggh! =(

Have a great day everyone!

Baby, im sure eiu will get thru all this very soon. Be strong k?
I'll always be here whenever eiu need me.

iloveeeeeeeeeeeeiu

Its kinda poignant to know that there's people who wish negative things will happen in eur relationship wit eur partner. Thats what dear boifie told me abt that specific girl who think that me and him wont be able to last long. Of course there's frustration and sadness when i think abt it. But i wont let that affect me in any way. Like what i told boifie, we will prove them wrong. We WILL go a longggggg way. Let those freaking ASS say what they wanna say. NO BIG DEAL!

There's another thing i wanna confess right here. Actually i wanna write this a few weeks back. But becoz of N-level and prelims, i have to postpone it. Well, its a story of a girl who used to be close to me. Err, nt that close. I really treat her as a friend. I tried to help her as much as i could when she needed my help. I did not badmouth abt her to other people. In the past, whoever that she hate, she will tell me abt it and me being sucha BIG DUMBASS took her words for real. Nw i've realised she is self-centred, attention seeker and like to use people. Firstly, whenever i needed her help, she is not there to help me. When i msg-ed, she dont bother to reply. She will then giv excuses. Secondly, she will try to be gd to people so that she will be able to av a gd image and av all the attention on her. Thirdly, she LOVEEEE to use people. When she have no friends, she will go to the ones whom she had condemn rabak2. When she found a new friend, she will throw aside the old ones. When wanna condemn abt ppl flaws, she's the number 1. Of course everyone have their own flaws. But dont av to kutok rabak2 lor. As if she's that perfect. OHHH, whatever. Im nt angry or whatsoever becoz im happy that karma is here. She may talk behind me i dont giv a damn. Im tired of being too gd to people. They happily take advantage of it and step on my head. Pls, do some self-reflect on eurself. There wont be any unhappiness and hatred in us towards eiu if eiu had done nothing wrong. Anythin eur nt happy wit whatever i've said, talk to me vis-a-vis.

Finally,evrything's out. Argh! I've been coughing and having flu since yesterday. Everything smells just like disgusting fishy smell. Maybe there's a fish stucked in my nose?

Till then. . . .

THIS is making me worried. When will this end? All i can do now is to just hope that he will be back safely.

Apart from havin to worry abt boifie, im having a really bad nose day. I have those watery mucus flowing out of my nose every now and then. Eeeww. & not forgettin a really bad sore throat. Despite all this, i still continued to fast. Maybe I will decide not to fast if things gt worst. 1 box of tissue per day perhaps.
Abt raye this yr, Im really excited eiu noe. This mite be the last outing wit the classmates, who knows. Me and boifie will be all white. Will be collecting the baju kebaye this sat at geylang. Yahhoooo.

Aniways do eiu guys believe in karma? For me, i do believe in it. Babe, what goes around comes around.

Till then, UNAMAAAAA =)

Happy 5months baby. All the bitter and sweet moments that we've gone thru together makes us understand each other better and hope we will stay this way till the end.

YoursTruly;