Raya this year was not that fun. First day of raya i wasn't really feeling well so havta postpone the outing the week after. This year collection was not that much as they know im already working sooooo im considered as adult lah. I will not post much picture here due to safety reasons. But more can be seen at facebook. ;)

Today alhamdulilah i managed to pass my basic theory test. Yipeeee. I've decided not to start my practical/book my provisional driving license(PDL) first as i think it will be a waste of money as the pdl can only be used for 6months after that must renew. Pdl cost $25 lei. I will finish all the final test first before proceeding to start the practical. I guess korang dont quite know what im talking about kan. Ok tutop cite.

Baby is really in bad shape. Hope he will get well soon. :'(

This goes out to my one and only bestfriend named Ifa Suraya. I know you will not be able to read whatever im going to write here. But no matter what i will still write as i know i've been wanting to say this for a long time.

It's been 6 long years. I miss every childhood memories i had with you. I miss being in the same class as you, i miss cleaning our lockers everyday after school, i miss studying with you etc... We've gone to our different direction after moving on to secondary school life. I miss teasing you and your curly wavy hair. I miss your smile. As we're growing up, we've been contacting lesser and lesser throughout the years.

You're the only person whom i've regarded as my bestie. The one who will always share my smiles and sorrows, the one who will always give a very good advice, the one who wont ever ditch me for another friend. We're always together. I've tried to replace you but none seems to fit in. You're irreplaceable.

If only you know how much i miss our friendship. Wherever you are right now, i hope you're leading a happy life with your family and friends. Deep down in my heart, i miss you real lots. I wish you success in becoming a lawyer(which used to be our dreams) and i really hope this raya i will be able to meet up with you. I hope one day i will be able to receive a call from you, bestie.

:'(


i miss you

5 more days of fasting and voilaaaa its Hari Raya. How time flies! I've bought the fur. Omg!! So pretttay. Unfortunately there's no red. Oh wells, pretty suit my pink room. Im still deciding where should i decorate the fur at. Hmm... I can't wait to decorate my room tomorrow night. Sexycited. Suddenly im so motivated to decorate my room into something so princess-y. Chey. Smangat kebabian mah.

I just came back shopping from IMM. I've bought a hot pink nail polish which cost $1.95. Cheap and good!! I've also bought a hair dye burgundy color (something like purple). Wanna try something new since im tired of having blonde hair. Shop punya shop punya shop sampai lupe besok test. Amaciam? Haiz.


Baby is asleep. :( So boring. Im going to bed soon. Selamat hari raya kawan2. Muacks!

7 more days to Hari Raya. So excited! Today im a lil bit pokai. Bought an earring at chomel; $23, high heels at heatwave; $39.90, bryne net for my bed; $29. Omg im so in love with it. I was actually searching for the fur decoration at Ikea. But i wasn't able to find it. Damn! But i managed to buy this beautiful net. So lovely! Mine is white color instead.

I still wanna buy the fur no matter what. Anyone who knows about it, pleaseeeeeee tell me. I can't wait to decorate my room but at the same time im lazy. Get what i mean? :D



I guess you dont remember what day is today. :(

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For the past 1 week or so, i've been waking up early continuously. I am tired, travelling here and there. Im afraid i am not able to cope with whatever commitment im going through now. My studies, my work and my driving theory. My work is pretty ok. Its only the studies. Im too tired to study at the end of the day. I have to memorise my driving theory by 28 sept which is my btt. I just wish that i will get over and done with those theory and get on with practical asap.




Im physically and mentally tired. I need a break. I just wanna sleep for more than 20 hours. I need a helping hand to pull me through this period. Helppppppppppp!

: I need to fork out $150 for my handphone bill (actual bill was $183. OMG, die!)
: I need to set aside $200 for my HariRaya (baju, kasot, bag.)
: I need to top up my bbdc lesson(this one later on can.)
: Save up at least $150 for birthdays.
: More apparels (I need to dress up formally 4 days a week for work starting from October)

Im really needing money now but not to the extent of being so desperate. Its really really time for me to save up. They say what goes up must come down. But why everything is so costly nowadays? The prices keep rising and never decreasing. Im really worried about my future. :(


My nose is watery, eyes are sore, head is heavy. Im off to bed! Sayonara....