Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance,but in the heart.
Real love lies not in what is done and known,but in what that is done but not known.

One stone is enough to break a glass.. One sentence is enough to break a heart..

What makes some people dearer is not just the happiness that you feel when you see them but also the pain you feel when you miss them.

To Err is Human, To Forgive, Divine. Easier Said than done coz the damage is done..

Its funny how people can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

-Beautiful quotes by Kak Muz






I'm sick and tired. I'm not okay.

I shall heed the advises given to me. I shall lie low for now. If i were to fall, i know i have to try to pick myself up without depending on anyone even if it hurts alot.




Im truly disappointed.



Sampai kapan lagi ku harus menahan?

Mummy called me in the morning and asked me whether im sick. Isnt it amazing she can tell im sick just by hearing my voice even thou i didnt tell her abt it. I love my mummy! She's always there for me whenever i need her. She will always do her best to take care of me when im sick even if she have to wake up in the middle of the night. But when she's sick i was not able to take gd care of her. Im such a useless daughter ey. I dont think my family will be able to stay to what it is today without mummy. Mummy is still standing strong after so many years. It must be tough on her. I wish to be like mummy, be independently strong but i know i can never make it. Im gonna make sure i can be financially stable and give her a good life! Insyallah. Amin.

iloveeeeiu Mummy !!!!!!





Yesterday i almost vomitted in school. My throat was super itchy and everytime i need to cough i tend to vomit out everything but i didnt. Thnx chipp for accompanying me. I straightaway sleep after i reach home from school yesterday without bathing or eating. Around midnight i woke up due to chest pain. Thankfully i managed to get back to sleep few mins later.




I just read through every post i've written here for the past 2 years. Those bitter sweet memories..... What i like the most is the October 18 2008 post. Simply so sweeeeet. If only all those good memories can return back to me. Oh wells, i know everything happens for a good reason. Maybe this is to test us. Hopefully im strong enough to go through all this.





If i were to ask you to ______ ______ rightaway, will you?







I'll be taking my driving license this september. September come sooon!

13months?
I will still hold on to every words you said.
I need you to prove it to me with your actions.
I'll be right here, waiting.

iloveiu

Whats meant to be yours, shall be yours no matter what
I do believe in that.
I shall take a few steps back now.
Insyallah everything's gonna be fine soon. Amin.



My day at work today was superbly busy with people strolling in for the first 4 hours. In the end, i had a very late lunch. Work was crazy just now. Have to wear a mask and take people's temperature. Like a nurse eh? Boring i tell you. I can easily snooze away. &$%#&$%#@%


I've been smoking too much now. Maybe i should cut down? Err... not now. Hehs.


For my studies.... I flunk my Office Software Application test last week. Damnit! Tu la, facebook and msn lagi in cls. Kan da rabak. So what now? I just hope for a miracle to happen. Hopefully it wont affect me lor.



Wednesday outing with Chippy. Any ideas anyone on where we should we go? I wanna go Marina Barrage but i dont think its appropiate lor. We will be going back to our secondary school first because we miss the mee soto. Sedap banget dehh. Especially the chilli. We will collect our testimonial and then off we go to explore the city! This is our favourite thing to do ever since last year. Suke merayap. Ahaha.

Im dead! My hp bill are accumulating. Dead! Dead! Dead!

I've done you too many wrong things.
I've caused you too much pain and sufferings.
I really meant to help you.
But im much more of a hindrance than help.
I'm not a good person.
I can't help but to be selfish.
I have too much flaws.
I'm sorry to irritate you that much.
Im the worst that you've encountered. I know.



Sorry guys if my blog is boring for the past few weeks.
Don't expect me to write anything fanciful coz my life ain't that way.
For now, just expect more boring post from me. Period.


From an egoistic bitch with a f**king attitude; aisyah/syasya/ashhley


Wan, thanks for your help. You really help me alot. I owe you too much. Thanks alot.