Early 2009 - Had internship attachment. Great working experience. Earn myself an income. Bad nightmare. Learnt how to sheeshaa, started social smoking.

Mid year - Posted to Woodlands branch. Mixed around with working adults. Highlite my hair blonde, permed hair, rebond hair, almost everyday late to work, better relationship. Enrolled in car license.

End of year - Posted back to Bras Basah, much more stable relationship, colored my hair purple then red. Boyfriend NS. Meet ups with him every friday and saturday. Learnt to be independent without having to depend on selfish friends. Contract ending soon.

A brand new year, a fresh new start. Erase those bad memories and look ahead. My new year resolution? To start saving, get my driving license by April(if not June lor) and have better days with him. Insyallah, amin.

Im sooooo ready for 2010. Are you? ;)

Hello! Here I am testing to update Ashley la storia. Currently,my sweetheart lappy is sort of under maintenance due to the accidental pour of mee hoon soup! Sooo great! I just came back shopping wit mama and sister at causeway point. I've bought the bag i've wanted fo so long. Alhamdulilah. Aniways I saw so many guess wallet which really turn me on. Omg! Omg! I cant bear let my mum buy tat fo me. Its a lil bit too pricey. I guess I will buy tat wallet aft my next pay. I seriously think that teenagers shouldnt spend too much of their parents money don't you think so too? Its their hard-earned money right? Can't possibly suka-suka joli. Oh well,i hope they will realise it.. And did I tell you tat tis week is so awesomely awesome? Oh yea im so loving it! Went to escape,wild wild wet n sheesha. Nxt wk will av more outings wit baby definitely. Gtg! Sleep tite pee pearl!

Its been 2 weeks now since my dear went to NS. Alhamdulilah, i've been a really good girl and been faithfully waiting for him. ^.^

Last week, the 13th was our 20th monthsary. We didnt celebrate, we just spend time with each other at our neighbourhood, eating mac, walking here and there, just like a normal routine. Im happy with it as long as i get to spend time with him. :)

Last week also 2 of our ex fellow secondary schoolmates died in an accident. Truly a shocking news. Inseparable bestfriends, played rugby together and died together. Death can happen at any time, any place, anyone. Treasure your loved ones well before its too late.

Moving on.. This april Syanaz will turn 2 years old. How time flies. Im trying to find ways to celebrate with him in a special way. Skyride? Singapore flyer? Sentosa? Any ideas? .......

I really hope i can celebrate it with him next year. Hopefully it will go smoothly. Till then have a great nite everyone. :)

I love you baby!

Syanaz story continues. . . .

We may be far apart...
We may not be contacting each other that often...
We may be meeting only during the weekends...
But all this doesn't stop us from being together.
I've learnt from my past mistakes and i will try my best not to repeat it again.
I don't wish to have any more puppy's love relationship.
I don't wish to throw away our beautiful memories for a third party.
I really wanna see us grow up, from teenagers to adults.
No matter how painful the feeling is to miss you, i will still embrace it for you, for us.
Im always here missing you every moment.
I won't be naughty behind your back, mark my words.
Pinky promise!


I will definitely miss you, love!!

IM SO BLOODY FRUSTRATED!
FRUSTRATED WITH BLOODY PEOPLE WHO TAKE THEIR BLOODY TIME TO WALK.....
FRUSTRATED WITH BLOODY SMELLY BANGLAS.....
FRUSTRATED WITH THE BLOODY STUPID CURLY BASTARD GUY WHO SUBMIT THE DOCS SO BLOODY LATE.....
FRUSTRATED WITH LAST MINUTE BLOODY CHANGES.....
FRUSTRATED WITH BLOODY EVERYTHING!!!!!

BLOODY FUCK. IM DAMN PISSED SEH.