fear?

todae there's no single msg from HIM at all ..durin recess,i drop him a msg sayin i miss and love him ..but still he didnt reply at all ..ever since he told me abt tat on de 26th of aug,i felt really worried and fear tat i mite lose him ..i do trust him but sumtimes de UNEXPECTED may happen ..but hello,can eiu predict wat will happen between a guy and a girl when there is TEMPTATION? ..eiu see her more often den me ..i juz wanna emphasize ..I DO TRUST EIU huney ..but im nt too sure abt de girl side ..among many guys there,y are eiu de one to be de godfather of de child? ..i kept thinkin abt eiu and her walkin together ..and eiu are carryin her baby so lovingly in eur arms ..
aww ..wat a happy family dont eiu tink so? ..yeah ..and i felt as if i am de third party ..y am i feelin like this? ..am i too paranoid? =(